By Veronica Barber‑Moore/Simpson County Native
I’ve always considered myself a healthy person. I exercised regularly, avoided fried and processed foods, and replaced many of my old eating habits with protein shakes and cleaner choices. So when I first noticed a strange, foul odor after my bowel movements, I brushed it off, assuming it was tied to my dietary changes not a sign of something deeper.
During a routine doctor’s visit, my bloodwork showed that my iron levels were extremely low. Because I had been anemic before, my doctor prescribed an iron supplement with calcium. At my follow‑up appointment, everything looked normal again, so I didn’t think much of it.
Over time, though, subtle signs began to appear: things I didn’t connect at first. I found myself craving ice constantly. I was unusually tired, sleeping more than normal. Still, I pushed through, thinking life was just “life.”
Then came my annual OB‑GYN appointment. During the rectal exam, my doctor noticed blood. She reassured me that it might be nothing but recommended a colonoscopy, just to be safe. I agreed, not realizing how important that decision would become.
While waiting for the colonoscopy appointment, I had a bowel movement where I passed actual blood. That moment stopped me cold. I took a picture, contacted a local specialist immediately, and was able to get an appointment right away. I showed her the photo and explained everything I had been experiencing. She ordered an abdominal scan within 24 hours but again, nothing showed up.
Finally, the day of the colonoscopy arrived. When I woke up from the procedure, the doctor came to speak with me. She told me they had found a mass — one so large that the scope couldn’t pass through it. I froze. My heart dropped. And then I asked the question no one ever wants to ask:
“Is it cancer?”
She paused, then answered gently but honestly:
“It could be… but more than likely, yes.”
That moment changed everything.
To be continued in Part 2.
Editor’s Note:This series aims to empower Mississippi communities, especially underrepresented voices, with accessible knowledge while emphasizing professional care. Stay informed, but prioritize your healthcare provider’s expertise.
